// THE VERGE — GAMING
Torrent underground
When Jane first heard about Memory and Imagination, a rare 1990s documentary about the Library of Congress, she was intrigued. But the Canadian writer in her 30s couldn’t find the movie anywhere — not on streaming services, not on YouTube, not on pirate sites — and her intrigue turned into obsession.
Worried it might become a lost film, Jane decided to scour auction sites, search every library catalog she could think of, and even enlist some of her online acquaintances to find a copy. Her plan was to “share it with other people to help ensure it would be preserved into the future,” as she puts it. Jane knew the perfect tool for the task: a private torrent tracker.
“I am ethically conflicted about piracy. I often feel guilty about it.”
Private trackers are essentially the speakeasies of the online piracy world. Promoted primarily by word of mouth, they rely on secrecy, exclusivity, and strict community rules to shield everything that’s going on behind closed doors from the public’s prying eyes. What unites these communities is that they all use BitTorrent to trade media among like-minded file sharers. But their focuses range widely, from general-purpose trackers with catalogs so broad that they make Netflix look like a niche service to the many specialized communities for categories like Chinese movies, motorsports, visual effects tools, e-learning courses, and Japanese porn. There’s even a private tracker just for Frank Zappa music.
Private trackers are known for massive and meticulously organized catalogs, which they owe to users like Jane, who, like every other pirate I talked to for this story, opted to be identified by a pseudonym due to the terabytes of copyrighted data they’ve been sharing. These are people willing to go the extra mile to find long-forgotten movies, rare concert recordings, or out-of-print books. “Many private tracker users are fully consumed with archive fever,” she says.
At first, Jane had no luck finding a physical copy of that elusive documentary, which includes interviews with Steve Jobs and Julia Child. Nobody was selling it on eBay. Her local public library didn’t have it. Neither did any other public library in North America. And when she finally located a DVD that was available to the public, it was in the Bibliotheca Alexandrina — Egypt’s modern-day re-creation of the ancient library that’s long been synonymous with lost media. “That bowled me over,” Jane says. “This obscure movie I’m looking for is only available in the Library of Alexandria!”
Eventually, Jane found Memory and Imagination for sale on a small online marketplace for historical media. Jane instantly bought a copy and uploaded it. “It looked like a digital rip of a severely degraded VHS tape,” she says. “I was still over the moon [that] I rescued this historically significant documentary.”
Not everyone who uses private trackers shares Jane’s amateur-archivist zeal. Some are simply in it for easy access to pirated movies, TV shows, or other forms of entertainment. “My goal initially was to have a better source for video games,” says Odel, a West Coast-based college student. “I quickly found out that [private trackers] could replace everything else.” Others join trackers in search of a community of like-minded cinephiles or music fans. And as they immerse themselves in a world of illicit media trading that’s largely shielded from public view, many of them seem to catch a peculiar kind of bug.
They painstakingly work their way up the ranks in the trackers they’ve joined and then use their freshly earned social capital to get access to even more exclusive sites, where the same rat race starts all over again. “Exclusivity definitely plays a part,” says Maysay, a private tracker user from Pakistan. “You want to get into those more exclusive ‘elite’ trackers at some point just for the sake of it.”
“There is definitely a constant quest to level up,” says Jane, who maintains active accounts on 14 private trackers.